Getting impatient..

Currently working in Haagen-Dazs.
days went on and on
my future seems so blank.
i was like.
Future? what the F*** is that..?
my result sucks.
that's why i'm so hopeless right now.
everyone seems satisfied with their result.
aiks. down down down to the center of the earth.
haha.
FML.
hate this kind of feeling bout what can i do with it.
Just got to accept my result and try to apply as much college as i can.
really kinda worry bout my further study.
pray for me to get into a good college.
gah...~~~~~~

Seperation

Going to graduate soon..
Means I'm leaving INTI and also my friends
I don want to seperate with you guys..
I am missing you all already..
PVC simcy
IMY right now.. ='[
I can't stop thinking my life after HSC..
I feel empty
a question keeps came into mind
" can we still meet again after HSC??"
we can't meet everyday anymore
HURT..
Guess I could not study right now.. Rest for a day first

I love you all friends..
Do NOT forget me please..
I will never ever forget you guys
you all are part of my life..!

" Dua- feeling"

Aiks.. Happy and sad?? Everyone have this kind of feeling before..?
Everyone got their own surprise during their birthday..
But when is mine??
Guess I'm just so jealous of the surprises few days ago.. Paiseh..

Thanks to simcy because she teach me lots of things..
The rose, magic rose, and also how to wrap the flowers..
Thanks ya honey.. Hahahahahaha





有时候觉得自己很小气
为什么别人得到的自己却怎样都得不到..
要怪就怪自己的生日在年头
wuuuuu~~~~~

Womens Nike Dunk

Can't believe..
Instead of saying Nike Dunk..
I said COW DUNK.. =D
Unbelievable.. It was too funny..

So i searched some images of Nike Dunk.
I like this so much...

Glow in the Dark.. WOW.

boring.

It's Saturday..!
boring day
i don;t know what i should do now.
study? hmm.. lazy
but exam just around the corner.
hmm. wait i still have 3 weeks to study..
gahh i'm tired of all my own excuses.. =X
i want to eat Mcd right now..!
i'm so hungry..
=.=""
found some cute icons or image in old laptop..
but i like this the most.. !

New hairstyle.

they are curly.. =[
i'm having my new hairstyle
it is so matured..
i don really like it.
what to do. i should just accept this fact.
i'm 18 and i should matured at this age too i GUESS.
gahhh.. i think i 'm just comforting myself..
aiks.
now let ya see my new hair style.

it is just so not ME..
=X

Another day another night..

Another day wasted..
my holiday will end soon.
and i don't even start studying.
and I'm gonna waste the whole week for watching movie i guess.
I'm so lazy.. like a pig.
can i just be as hardworking as dung beetle..
haha =D
Dung beetle again huh? guess you guys would say that.

Enjoyed watching Karate Kid with Chai yuen the LDV vege and Noel aka guan gong.
haha. it's a nice movie.

hmm. so what i did earlier today.
went to Penang Dental to check up my teeth.
then when I'm home
i just turn on my lappy online..
watched new moon for twice..
and a day wasted AGAIN.
i think i will regret for what i did for the whole holiday.
one week holiday is just not enough for me and us..
I WANT MORE HOLIDAYS.
grrrrrrr...

Sorry.

i apologize on what i said.
Really sorry. I didn't mean it.
you're not C*** lang at all..
yea maybe you have too much friends and sometimes will forget me..
i didn't want to hurt you.
really sorry.
maybe i angry you because i really too care bout you.
too care bout everything.
or i am the one who's having too much problems..
I'm a geek i know.
i don't really want to hate you and forget you.
I'm just out of mind or anything..
SORRY.

AND THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.
I LOVE YOU..
I DON'T WANT TO SAY BYE TO YOU..
sorry.

All i have is NOTHING..!

now only i realize that what i have now is NOTHING.
NOTHING AT ALL..
I'm really disappointed with all the things.
I'm tired.. totally tired.
tried as hard as i could to meet you guys, miss you guys or whatever it is.
now that feeling is hurting me.
i DON'T WANT YOU GUYS ANYMORE.
I HATE ALL OF YOU..
YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN TREAT ME AS A FRIEND.
i want to forget all of you.. can I? i MUST..

you know what you told me before?
we could never ever meet friends like JOMYFLYN.
so..? see what you guys did?
you guys are just hurting me.
i can't afford anymore.. please.
you all can meet easily i know..
i tried my best to meet you all too and it's so tired.
BUT there's so much opportunity i can meet you guys in some events
and you guys just ignore and didn't even wiling to tell me..
what can i do anymore?

OR maybe I'm one of your target when you guys are gossiping..
i'm really tired of this STUPID LIFE.
i swear this is the last time i cry because of you guys.
i don't want to waste my tears on this anymore.
SUCKS..
i really hate this kind of friendship.
TRUE FRIENDS.. what's that?

remember what we said in secondary?
haha.. it's stupid.. we can't even make it..
"i just tell you this.. and i didn't even tell others bout this"
what a funny thing you told me and i did believe it..
how foolish am i..
hahahaahhaahahhaahahhahahahahahah

* yes, you guys can ignore me from now on. =]
you can ignore my comment if you want to.. and yes is YOU that often say i'm "small gas"..!!
HATE..

happy day

Enjoyed today in Cy's house..
we watched Anastasia..
Nice movie.. i like it so much.
Had a lot of fun today with Cy and Sy.
Addicted to "Once upon a December"
really nice song.
you guys should listen or ask me for the song. =]

Tried to comfort you as much as i can de.
i don't want you to be emo or sad.
don't want you to be like me too.
If i can do it.. you can too..
haha
regret for not going the drama
Best friend just like toothless.
and i'm dung beetle..
i like poo poo~~ hahaha

maybe we'll watch movie tomorrow then go to Sy's house study.
then monday.. HIKING.. yeah..
but.. the problem is.. i'm lazy.. and the main problem is Argentina's match is tomorrow midnight.
Argh.. i want to watch.. so.. HOW??
=]


Somehow i miss you guys too.. JOMYFLYN
i'm having my sem. break but you guys don't have.
=[ .. we always break at different time that's why we can't meet..

=/

argh... getting mad..
i don't know how am i going back after college tomorrow.
i want to drive too.. where's my license dad? pass my driving test since ages.
=[

i miss my friends JOMYFLYN + XOM
i hope to go watch movie with you guys too.. but i can't drive yet.. argh.. transport problem again. ishkk. Wanted to go to watch movie..
but how can i go?
miss the moment we laugh, we smile, we cry, we gossip together..



Hey guys.. fill your own heart with (JOMYFLYN + XOM )'s LOVE from now on no matter where you are and when..

*Especially those who's in relationship or who'll have relationship SOON do not forget us and fill your whole heart with somebody's love.

Getting late.. CHAOS people.

Oh no having fever since last Saturday..
And that is the FOOTBALL FEVER..
I'm into Messi from Argentina.. gosh.. he's so cute..














I heart Messi.. *Insane.


Had a presentation about an interview with a plastic surgeon, Dr. Stim
Chai Yuen (that is my partner) earlier this morning. The interview is about BRAIN VS BEAUTY. Ok, we didn't prepare anything for this presentation. And i don't even know how to start this presentation. Then i was like, Oh god it's our turn.. what should i say.?

Both of us sat in front of the classroom facing classmates and teacher. Then my mind went blank.
So Miss Suba knew i don't know anything bout this interview i guess so she told me i should start with " I'm 'the interviewer' from ABC studio" then i followed what she told me.. Then she said "Oh no, you should say i'm Jing Yii and i'm from the ABC studio.. " Then she asked us or maybe me not to be so shy..

Carry on, i started the interview with what Miss Suba thought me.
Then i asked the Dr. Stim beauty or brain is important. She said certainly beauty.. =]
then we all went blank. don't know what should i asked her.. Then teacher asked us to refer to the paper that is with me. I said "the paper are blank". Speechless.
the best presentation for today is about "Are girls a bad driver?" the whole class were defending what they said.. the funniest part was the video.. can't believe one can took 5 min. to park her car. Sweat. =D
Today is quite fun in ESL class. =]

*wink*

Getting late. Goodnight people.

L . I . F . E

Chose black colour layout.. that can be what i feel right now.. lonely.. haha. Ok stop talking crap here. And HI i'm new here..

I really do miss JOMYFLYN so much. miss them crazily and madly. Miss those days in school talking crap, gossiping, messing around and hang out together with no worries.

Unlike now. started a new life which is not belong to me at all.. Meeting Different people in a new place which is in the college where i'm studying now. At first, it's ok to me knew because i know lots of friends. But now, it is not OK at all. I really don't like college life now it's sucks.

In this course, it is like what Miss Shuba said, is a rat race course. There is no time for me to rest or a loving relationship with someone else. As what Mdm Leela said "you can have many many boy friends but not a single boyfriend in this year." I don't think i'm wrong at all in this case.. I don't have the time to play this kind of game.. STOP THAT.. Leave me alone please..!