All i have is NOTHING..!

now only i realize that what i have now is NOTHING.
NOTHING AT ALL..
I'm really disappointed with all the things.
I'm tired.. totally tired.
tried as hard as i could to meet you guys, miss you guys or whatever it is.
now that feeling is hurting me.
i DON'T WANT YOU GUYS ANYMORE.
I HATE ALL OF YOU..
YOU GUYS DON'T EVEN TREAT ME AS A FRIEND.
i want to forget all of you.. can I? i MUST..

you know what you told me before?
we could never ever meet friends like JOMYFLYN.
so..? see what you guys did?
you guys are just hurting me.
i can't afford anymore.. please.
you all can meet easily i know..
i tried my best to meet you all too and it's so tired.
BUT there's so much opportunity i can meet you guys in some events
and you guys just ignore and didn't even wiling to tell me..
what can i do anymore?

OR maybe I'm one of your target when you guys are gossiping..
i'm really tired of this STUPID LIFE.
i swear this is the last time i cry because of you guys.
i don't want to waste my tears on this anymore.
SUCKS..
i really hate this kind of friendship.
TRUE FRIENDS.. what's that?

remember what we said in secondary?
haha.. it's stupid.. we can't even make it..
"i just tell you this.. and i didn't even tell others bout this"
what a funny thing you told me and i did believe it..
how foolish am i..
hahahaahhaahahhaahahhahahahahahah

* yes, you guys can ignore me from now on. =]
you can ignore my comment if you want to.. and yes is YOU that often say i'm "small gas"..!!
HATE..